I just can't believe it sometimes. I go to my grandson's house. He is 7. He seems happy to see me. He reaches out for my hand and holds it. Then he hits me in the face with his other hand and laughs. I take him to his room. He gets down on the floor and starts kicking at me. I manage to pick him up and put him in his room. I hold the door shut so he can't get out. He is very strong and it's hard for me to hold on to the door knob. After a while, he seems to calm down and I let him out. Before I know it, he's at it again! WHile he's trying to kick me or bite me or pinch me, he's laughing hysterically. It all seems like a bad dream. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm in a mad house. It's depressing. Oliver has a sister who will be 10 in July. She has to live with this. I take her as much as I can but I can't help feeling that she's being damaged by having to live with a brother like this. I worry about her.

