this is really strange to me ... to be typing my thoughts & feelings to a completely unprotected environmnet of people ... or even just out into wide open air & space. i'm a 38 yr old woman who has suddenly come to realize that ... i'm jus' not like everyone else ! i dont "get them" & "they dont get me". i've taken the tests & yeah ... i fit the grid :-) but ... what now ??? how do you function in a society that has absolutely no understanding as to what is going on inside your head & how do you manage to become a successful, independant, adult ...
in a completely absurd world that makes ya wanna crawl underneath the bed & hide ? how do ya keep them from takin advantage of you ?how is it that we can be so meticulous & brilliant about so many different things ... and yet somehow be completely incapable of successfully performing menial day-to-day tasks ? i'm tryin' to "get this" !!! all these years ... everyone has been lookin at me with this look of bewilderment ... wondering what the hell is goin through this girls mind ... obviously making me think that somethin is "wrong with me" ... and now i find that ... " i'm jus wired differently" ??????  read more »