We wanted so bad to be parents, and when Ivan came home our dream became true, there he was a wonderfull new experience, when his autism diagnostic came, my huband did not take it wery well, but I think I found a new purpose in life...to be Ivan' mom, to guide him, and prepare him for life, and that's where were at.
We love him very much and we hope that we are doing the best for him. It's hard some times, when I think about what could have being, but i'm happy for what he is now, and that all that matters.
He was loved since the moment he was concived and my heart is so full of love for this little boy.


You have a gret outlook and
You have a gret outlook and attitude. You are Ivan's most important champion. Just never give up hope. These kids surprise us every day with their strength, determination, love, and so much more.
You have a wonderful little
You have a wonderful little gift from God!! Your love will be a great asset to him and to yourself. One thing these children do very well......teach US to love!
He is a real cutie!!
I love the yellow effect on
I love the yellow effect on that picture!
That is one thing that keeps me going. I know there are some women out there so desperate for a child they would gladly open their arms to a special needs baby as long as it was their own. I think of myself as blessed with my little accident that I call Michael. How could I not love something some people would sell their soul for?
Everything happens for a reason, though I usually do not think of this situation as fair, I try to tell myself that good will come through eventually.