Boy do I hate the situation I'm in. My husband and I are separated so my son can attend a special school . We are buying a house and I don't feel that I want it right now, we are at the cusp of signing papers. He is a good father but I didn't want to get married in the first place, now I have a kid with autism on top of things. I let people push me around, and I know better. Every time I want to renig on the house, he gets mad and I feel guilty. I need to get away from my controlling father who is paying for the house. I did apro- con list, but everything is con. I know my son should have his father around, but this house needs alotof work and money.